Mercy, Prediction, and the Weight of Being Watched

I watched a movie recently called Mercy, and it stuck with me in a way I wasn’t expecting. At its core, it presents a system designed to predict crime before it happens. Not based on guesswork, but on data—everything from financial struggles, personal messages, behavioral patterns, and past actions. It doesn’t just watch people. It understands patterns. …

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Part II — If My Pain Had a Physical Form

Entry 02: It Learns My ShapeManifestation / Confrontation It doesn’t start like something arriving. It starts like something I was already inside of before I realized I was awake. That’s the part I hate most. The noticing after. My body always knows first. Before I do. Before I can name anything. There’s this shift—small, almost …

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Part I — What My Mind Sounds Like at 3AM

Entry 01: 3:07AMWhat My Mind Sounds Like at 3AM I wake up before anything has the chance to. No sound.No light.No reason that makes sense. Just a feeling—already there.Waiting. It starts as pressure.Not outside. Inside.Behind my eyes. Under my ribs. In places that don’t have names until something goes wrong. I don’t move. If I …

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