The Space Between Who I Was and Who I’m Becoming

There is a version of me I can still feel,but no longer reach. She lingers in small things—in the way I almost respond to my own name,in the reflex of old habits that don’t quite fit anymore,in memories that feel closer than they should. Not gone.Not here.Just… suspended. I don’t think people talk enough about …

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What I Do to Be Involved in the Community

Daily writing promptWhat do you do to be involved in the community?View all responses Community has never been something I saw as fixed. It shifts, breathes, and sometimes quietly changes shape without anyone really announcing it. For a long time, I was part of building a support space alongside our clan. The idea was to …

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The Hidden Cost of Betrayal: A Raider’s Journey in Arc Raiders

I didn’t jump into Arc Raiders right at launch. By the time I joined, the game was in its second season—a world already lived in by others. A world where survival isn’t the goal—it’s loot. And that’s where the true danger lies. It starts like this: You load in, standing in the dim-lit bunker of Esperanza, a …

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Camping… and My Ongoing Battle With Nature

Daily writing promptHave you ever been camping?View all responses Yes, I have—but it’s been ages since I last went camping. When I was younger, my family used to do camping trips together pretty regularly. I remember them being a mix of fun, chaos, and a lot of unexpected “why is this happening to me?” moments. …

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Hype, Death, Repeat: My Favorite Emojis

Daily writing promptWhat are your favorite emojis?View all responses My favorite emoji isn’t really a single static one—it’s more like two little characters that live in my streams. One is the animated cat drinking a Monster energy drink. That one shows up when things are getting hype. It feels like momentum, like everything is speeding …

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Part II — If My Pain Had a Physical Form

Entry 02: It Learns My ShapeManifestation / Confrontation It doesn’t start like something arriving. It starts like something I was already inside of before I realized I was awake. That’s the part I hate most. The noticing after. My body always knows first. Before I do. Before I can name anything. There’s this shift—small, almost …

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Part I — What My Mind Sounds Like at 3AM

Entry 01: 3:07AMWhat My Mind Sounds Like at 3AM I wake up before anything has the chance to. No sound.No light.No reason that makes sense. Just a feeling—already there.Waiting. It starts as pressure.Not outside. Inside.Behind my eyes. Under my ribs. In places that don’t have names until something goes wrong. I don’t move. If I …

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