Until now, the whispers have belonged to places.
They lived in brick and water and soil. They stayed where grief had been pressed into the world long enough to leave a mark. As long as I kept moving, I could tell myself I was only passing through.
That lie doesn’t survive today.
I’m standing near the edge of a crime scene when it happens. Red and blue light spills across the pavement, stuttering against windows. The air tastes wrong—sharp, metallic, like fear hasn’t finished evaporating yet.
I hear it before I understand what it is.
Wait—
The word lands inside my chest, not my ears.
Please—
My breath stutters. My stomach turns. The whisper fractures into pieces, replaying itself unevenly, as if the moment can’t decide how it ended.
I didn’t mean—
I didn’t know—
I turn away. I walk. I tell myself that when I leave, the sound will stay where it belongs.
It doesn’t.
The whisper stretches, thinning but intact, drawn out behind me like a held breath. My steps quicken. The sound adjusts, matching my pace without effort.
Not louder.
Not clearer.
Closer.
I feel it brushing the inside of my skull, grazing the soft places behind my eyes. My jaw locks. My hands shake. I don’t look back because I know—I know—that nothing will be there to see.
That’s the worst part.
By the time I reach my door, my pulse is a roar in my ears. I shut myself inside, press my back against the wood, slide down until I’m sitting on the floor.
The whisper lingers.
Not asking.
Not pleading.
Waiting.
And for the first time, I understand that whatever this is—it no longer needs the world to hold it.
It has me.
